Monday, March 31, 2008
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whenever i see couples on the streets kissing and hugging publicly.
i get envious-super.
not that i'm yearning for another relationship or what so ever.
i just miss those days with ex-love.
perhaps he won't be thinking as i am.
in fact i guess he's moved on, leaving me behind trying to put myself back together.
i might seem as though i'm okay with things and stuffs but actually deep down inside i'm still searching myself and i'm not over things.
yes, i did say i want to forget things and move on.
BUT i never wanted to, to be honest.
every time i want to open up my heart to someone new, it just slammed shut.
Boys you guys either need to be patient or just forget about getting near me if your intentions are to be more than just friends.
i'm NOT updating bullshits kind of updates or easy said- love story- as what some of you humans might call it.
if you've read up till here, thanks humans. i appreciate you reading.
for here i am just wanting to vent out my thoughts and blahhhhs.
as i see no use telling it to someone and all i get are the move-on-and get-yourself-a-life-farna(s).
so let me come straight to the point here..
i'm finding it hard to forget ex-boyfriend. gaaaaaaahhhh~
(slap me hard someone.)
ex-love<3
whenever i see couples on the streets kissing and hugging publicly.
i get envious-super.
not that i'm yearning for another relationship or what so ever.
i just miss those days with ex-love.
perhaps he won't be thinking as i am.
in fact i guess he's moved on, leaving me behind trying to put myself back together.
i might seem as though i'm okay with things and stuffs but actually deep down inside i'm still searching myself and i'm not over things.
yes, i did say i want to forget things and move on.
BUT i never wanted to, to be honest.
every time i want to open up my heart to someone new, it just slammed shut.
Boys you guys either need to be patient or just forget about getting near me if your intentions are to be more than just friends.
i'm NOT updating bullshits kind of updates or easy said- love story- as what some of you humans might call it.
if you've read up till here, thanks humans. i appreciate you reading.
for here i am just wanting to vent out my thoughts and blahhhhs.
as i see no use telling it to someone and all i get are the move-on-and get-yourself-a-life-farna(s).
so let me come straight to the point here..
i'm finding it hard to forget ex-boyfriend. gaaaaaaahhhh~
(slap me hard someone.)
ex-love<3
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