Tuesday, June 3, 2008
only god knows what i'm feeling now.
i'm not sad nor angry. just pissed.
i've totally lost hope in boys.
really.
_l_
to __:well you just chose the wrong timing to hit the note.not that you did it wrongly its just not the perfect time.but since you already did.i'm just iujhfoejwfo.in fact you did the right thing i don't blame you or what so ever.maybe its my fault.i should have known how to control my feelings.and also, i'm not declining your offer of us being close friends.i now just need time to accept the facts and grow up.
anyway put aside my blah-ed mood.
i went out with hafiz today.
to celebrate his 21st birthday.
(:
watched narnia.
and secretly i had a small surprise for him.
well, this one i got my sis involve.
made her come down to orchard so that the surprise would work.
but it kinda not turn out how it was suppose to.
nyanyanya.
got him a muffin and yea a birthday wouldn't be one if there aren't candles.
god is he surprised.
(:
thought of getting him a cake but yeah there's only the three of us.(poor thing his friends were all working)
haha.
headed to skate park.
then home.
now i'm feeling damn fucked up.
best friend i need you now badly.))):
i'm not sad nor angry. just pissed.
i've totally lost hope in boys.
really.
_l_
to __:well you just chose the wrong timing to hit the note.not that you did it wrongly its just not the perfect time.but since you already did.i'm just iujhfoejwfo.in fact you did the right thing i don't blame you or what so ever.maybe its my fault.i should have known how to control my feelings.and also, i'm not declining your offer of us being close friends.i now just need time to accept the facts and grow up.
anyway put aside my blah-ed mood.
i went out with hafiz today.
to celebrate his 21st birthday.
(:
watched narnia.
and secretly i had a small surprise for him.
well, this one i got my sis involve.
made her come down to orchard so that the surprise would work.
but it kinda not turn out how it was suppose to.
nyanyanya.
got him a muffin and yea a birthday wouldn't be one if there aren't candles.
god is he surprised.
(:
thought of getting him a cake but yeah there's only the three of us.(poor thing his friends were all working)
haha.
headed to skate park.
then home.
now i'm feeling damn fucked up.
best friend i need you now badly.))):
.
