Saturday, October 18, 2008
discomfort.
envy.
misses.
seeing him there right in front of me sometimes hurts.
why? it just makes me miss him.
those memories.the times we had.bla bla yadaaa daa daaa
i know its been quite sometime already actually months to be precise.
both having our own means of life.
not only that, he's found someone new.
do you know how much i envy her sometimes?
not trying to be a stalker here but it just so happen that i found out?
also not that i want to know whats going on in his life but information come to me as and when they like.
they come at the point of time when i really can't be bothered anymore.
and those mean words i pointed out to him sometimes, well actually most of the time aren't really coming out from me, those are lies i managed to come out with to somehow show the world i've moved on.
but, i lie about hating him and i lie about getting over him.
i know what a jerk he is but no matter how many bad points he have, i just can't help not hating him.
the whole purpose of this post isn't to tell everyone i want him back(if you know who he is)
i'm just wanting to let go of this off my chest.
yes.
so i need not need any comments coming out from you humans.
like no; please-grow-up-and-get-yourself-a-life-farna(s) or come-on-farna-don't-think-about-it-already(s)
bye.
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